Prose Exercise – Write a story in which a letter is found behind a mirror.
This is dedicated to Meditating Mummy’s Blog loves Pride and Prejudice and all things romantic.
My dearest William,
Forgive me for writing, forgive that I have not found the courage to hand deliver this to you in person at the garden party two weeks ago, where I saw you for the third time.
I have battled with my inner feelings so, moreover the last few weeks and even now as I put pen to paper, I struggle. I know not, even as I write, to summon the courage to give this to you and if I do, how would I do this? For it must be with the utmost discretion.
Each time I see you, my heart does flutter, like the wings of a dove set free, alas, I am not free. Nor shall I ever be.
Like the dove my heart soars, every time I hear the mere mention of your name, or as fortune permits that I see you and it saddens me so that our lives are not intertwined.
My love for you is greater than all the treasures in this earth and yet I am alone, so very alone.
I wish to be unshackled from the life that I have now, that I may walk with you amongst our friends, our heads held high, or perhaps if I may be so bold, in the gardens alone.
I dream of you William, I blush as I tell you this. Modesty, I have none at this time, my thoughts and forgive me, my desire for you, would, in the eyes of others be seemingly wicked and un-lady like, yet they are thoughts I cannot control or keep to myself any longer.
Your fun for life, humours me greatly and something that I sorely miss in mine.
I know that I shall never be free, or that you would even consider the prospect of us ever meeting, but I write this nonetheless.
I ask for exoneration dearest William for taking the liberty of airing my feelings towards you, for I feel that you do not even know of my existence. There was a glimmer of a smile in my direction, or I hoped that it was for me, a smile that bound my heart to yours.
I must be brave and console myself that you perhaps may feel as I do? Did you see my blushing cheeks as I fanned myself, not from the heat of the warm summer day, but the feelings that rose in me.
Have you noticed me amongst our friends? Though I am a woman spoken for, my relationship is an unhappy one, this is why I present my desires for you, shamelessly and wanton. I ask only one question of you and I pray your answer is the one I am longing to hear.
Will you meet with me my love?
Why thank you – I had two minds whether to hit the publish button, for I thought it something I wanted to write but others would not want to read – like many of my posts! 🙂 xxx
Hmnn, yes that’s why we follow you because we really don’t want to read your post [note the sarcasm there]….it’s very bittersweet and I can definitely relate–even though my guy was a socio-path–there is a sweetness in your story and a poignancy (sp?)
Sarcasm noted and understood 😉 your guy hmmm well yes that he was and you have so luckily moved on from that creepy little lizard, now what is sp? xx
sp—is what I write when I don’t knowif I spelled something correctly and I am too lazy to look it up in the dictionary.
oh as in the term sic? you mean?
oh, does sic mean bad spelling—so even that I got wrong—lol
ok your lizard remark has me laughing in my chair right now–needed that, thank you. did you see the two pups I am going to be getting–I must be nuts—-
answering all my lovely followers comments, then on to my reads – 🙂 will do shortly xx
oh, lordy can’t spell if there was a gun to my head——
yes you can and I always have the dictionary up on the screen 😉
we can have a dictionary on the screen? but not for comments or can you….
You should have a dictionary in your computer. I have a MAC and I have one. I right click and up pops how to spell the word or look up the dictionary, thesaurus and Wikipedia. 🙂 Try?
I have a pc–so there is a dictionary in word but one does not pop up if I right click—oh well……
Maybe you have install a dictionary into your applications?
Sorry I could not donate more but I have reblogged hoping we can get this happening. They are adorable as are you for saving their lives. xxx