I’ve just had a fight with my daughter.
My daughter whom I cherish, my daughter whom I love like my other daughter
I would gladly give my life for either of my daughters.
She is 25 year old and lives at home.
It escalated where unkind words were spoken from both of us.
I love her…but she is doing things that are disappointing me, making me angry.
She yelled, I yelled…it was highly confrontational… her boyfriend was here ..he overheard and stormed out of the house
She came out and yelled at me and then left the house
I’m in two minds…grow up my young daughter, please see where I am coming from …to
I don’t care if you say you are ‘different’ and by her reasoning I should accept that.. I’m sorry I just can’t
Why should there be this conflict? I have given her a roof over her head, helped her out monetarily, supported and been there since the moment I brought her into this world..
If she were in her own house, I wouldn’t know how she lived, alas I am here as she is, from day to day I see and hear and I’m sorry if I can’t accept…
I love her with every breath I take as I do my other daughter…but she has a different way of wanting to live and forgive me but shouldn’t I ask that she respects what my values are whilst she is under my roof?
Am I asking too much?
She yelled that I was the worst human being she has known…. that is hard to bare…that hit me hard and I write crying.. knowing what I have done for her..what I do for her still..
I know to attack is the easiest way out…but it hurt…and I am hurt..
I’m not feeling that great at the moment and I needed to write…I know her words were said in anger like mine were but it doesn’t help…it wont resolve what was said or how we mend it
It’s not a normal post…I know.. I’m sorry..I’m just angry and hurt and sad right now that we can’t have the relationship I so desperately want with her…
I don’t think I am asking too much…I want us to be closer… I simply cannot get her to understand how I feel about certain things..and clearly she doesn’t understand me…
I close not knowing what tomorrow shall bring…