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If you will – my words in tempo with this utterly amazing song by Josh Groban.
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in solitude her footsteps slow; in robe of pink
through empty rooms, she wanders
no laughter or voice that echo in her days and nights
life strange and silent, meals for one
with simply why, as she reaches for the
cupboard door as she did the day before
views once shared by two hands held
her arms now crossed she sees the morning rise
the quiet moon, with only her eyes
no one to share
do her children know the loneliness
she faces in the minutes, hours, the days ahead
with wrinkled trembling hand she reaches
for the phone upon the wall
and stops ~ with a piercing felt within
they have their lives to live
clutching his jumper to her breast
breathes the smell of him; slowly with care
folding delicately, it’s placed upon the shelf
with memories
a life now lived without him by her side
what is life to be now ~ what does she do
a broken heart that family cannot heal
words and hugs are not enough
thoughts of where she was born flood back
piercing her heart ~ there is
no home to return to, there or here
so many years where he knew what needed to be done
paved the way with his decisions, she is lost
she knows not how to cope
he will return he will be once more by her side
she sleeps with fingertips that
trace his pillow where he lay his head
and dreams of his protection
and as her silent teardrops fall, she sits next
to the empty chair and talks as if he were still
beside her ~ her hand reaching in the air, in hope
that he will return