Life after…

Hello everyone,

I haven’t written about my meetings since 25th May. Last Saturday night I attended a ‘meeting’ that included 10 or so friends and acquaintances of Carol (Head Medium). The ‘fledging mediums’ were having a chance to ‘strut their stuff’ i.e. get up in front of strangers and not just the group that they have become familiar with.

I was holding my brother’s scarf and a leather necklet, I also carried a photo of him in my bag. One of the ladies ‘H’ got up to do a reading. Bear in mind I have NOT mentioned anything about my brother to her or anyone in the group, please keep this in mind as you roll your eyes.

She said I have a male energy drawing close – on a brother or brother-in -law vibration.

I sat – tensed.

He did not pass of old bones (my brother was 47 when he passed).

I also feel that he had an illness but that he did not pass over from the earth plain from this illness (My brother had Hepatitis C, he was also told because of liver, that if he drank again, it would kill him).

He did not have a regular job as such, I get the feeling that he drifted in different things regarding work (my brother was a hippie till the end, he went to India a few times to purchase incense and jumpers to sell back in Australia, but did not maintain or hold a regular job).

He feels sorry for the grief he caused for your family and I feel more so for your parents (mum and dad found it difficult to accept the life path that he chose, not settling into the mainstream and there were many clashes).

Something substantial about midnight, that he had everything he could have wanted in life, but at midnight it was taken away from him. (My family do not know the time that he passed, he was found on the floor of his Hotel room in India, approximately a week after his death. The death notice 9/1/2004. He also went to India taking a ‘lady’ friend with him, she ended up running off with a Taxi driver on New Years Eve).

He is very quiet, but as he draws his energy away he leaves me with a memory of a park with playground equipment and a river, where he spent time with the family when he was young (a park that us as a family went to and had BBQ’s or picnics regularly, it had a playground and also a small river running through it).

That is what threw me the most, the fact that Mr. S and I had driven past this park not that many weeks ago and I mentioned to him that is where we use to go as a family and had good memories of.

My brother ‘P’ was acknowledging that I had remembered the park.

The tears were flowing, a girlfriend next to me held my hand. Her grandmother (on her mother’s side) came through, she has been contacted twice before. I couldn’t stop crying.

Take it for what it is, ‘H’ did not know anything of my brother, yet what she spoke of was the truth.

Could it have been applied to anyone? If they died young, didn’t hold down a regular 9-5 job,passed by something that wasn’t due to the condition that he had, caused anxiety especially to their parents for the particular life-choices they made, did he pass NYE – ie his life was full then everything taken away at midnight, and went to a park similar to what we did.

I leave it to you to decide, for me the acknowledgment of life after death is becoming more and more real to me as the weeks progress.

I will share more as time goes on.

I thank you.

After Life Meetings – continued

I haven’t written for a few weeks on my sessions that I have been attending. Please see here if you do not have a clue what I am talking about.     the-spirit-side-session-2

I have been to 3 session since last writing.

The first was an open session to any members of the public that were interested. Carol – the ‘Head Medium’ stood for 2 hours, giving readings to those present. Towards the end of the day she stood up and said Simpson. Now Mr. S’s surname is Simpson, so I raised my hand.  Bearing in mind that I have not discussed anything about Mr. S or his family or my family to anyone in these sessions.

Carol said I have the letter A on this link, I see tattoos on the upper arm, there is also an army link and a ship. She also held her chest and said she had a crushing feeling. I had no idea who she was referring too, as I don’t know Mr. S’s relatives (spirit side).

During the week I checked with Mr. S’s mum if she knew of any relatives on her side that matched the evidence that Carol gave.

Her fathers name was Albert – He had the letter A tattooed on his upper arm. The Army – he was in the Light Horse Brigade. The Boat – he played violin in a ship band. The crushing feeling? He passed suddenly in a room by himself of a heart attack…..

Last Wednesday it was the ‘class’ I have only stood once if you recall and have politely sat back listening and watching others for a little while. One of the Dutch women (Miny) gave me a nudge from the back, telling me to get up again.She was quite adamant that I do so.

Reluctantly I stood and faced the class. One of the more experienced mediums stood up with me. This was the conversation.

me “I have nothing, I’m still not sure what I should be doing, or if I simply make things up”.
she “All of us at first think we are making things up, I want you to simply go with what is in your head, whether you have visuals or hear, now who do you see?”
me “a woman blonde shoulder length hair, passed with something here (I held my hand on my stomach)
the lady (Miny) who had told me to get up raised her hand saying that she could accept it (ie she knew who I was  ‘seeing’) I continued.
me “this lady loved big necklaces, chunky”.
Miny nodded.
me ” She was a very happy, bubbly woman”
Miny “yes”
me “I see floral curtains in a sun room and a garden in tiers, landscaped”
Miny “yes”
I can tell you I was shaking by this stage.
me “I see two children a boy and a girl”.
Miny “yes”
me “the boy is quite tall, taller than the girl”.
Miny  “no the girl was taller”.
me “this woman, she passed September”
Miny ‘yes”
me “early September”
Miny “yes”
That is all I saw, no matter how I tried I couldn’t get any more visuals or ‘feeling’.

Miny said that I had described her sister who had passed away, the only part that wasn’t correct was the son being taller than the daughter.

My brother also came a very quiet way (I have been hoping he would since I started these classes) but I shall leave that for another post.

So do I believe? I am more convinced than what I was in the beginning. It hasn’t been proven that spirits don’t exist…is it always merely a coincidence……

The spirit side session # 2

Tonight was my 2nd visit to the Circle, though after our meditation had finished instead of being in a circle, to hear from those that connected with spirt side, we lined our chairs in a row.
I did not get the purple third eye vision as strongly and in fact (I was willing it not to happen) to see what would occur. As soon as Carol reached the part of inviting our spirit guide into our Aura, the purple appeared, but only very faintly.  My girlfriend once again connected, as did everyone that stood up.
The session was running slightly overtime it was 9.40 when Carol (Head Medium) asked me if I wanted to get up, before I knew it I was. Bearing in mind this was only my second visit, I stood in front of the group. My mind was blank, I stood there like a dumb bunny, I can honestly say that I stood there thinking  ‘for *bleeps* sake Jen think of someone, anyone, anything’. Carol asked male or female energy. I blurted female. She asked vibration (sister,grandparents etc) I blurted Auntie, passed with breast cancer and 2 children. Then all I could ‘see’ was blonde hair, but I didn’t say anything. Carol then stood next to me.
From what I was told prior to standing up (from the lady next to me) who has been doing this for some time, is that Carol also picks up on what we see/hear and if you’re ‘spinning a tale’ (to be polite) she will know.  Now at this stage before Carol intervened, I had 3 people that connected with Auntie passing from breast cancer. When I said 2 children it got down to one. I said 2 girls, he said no a boy and a girl.
Carol said I see the letter P – the daughter was called Paige. She said I see a postman or something to do with letters, the Auntie was married to a postman. I was still standing there with my left leg shaking uncontrollably for some reason. Nerves don’t usually get the better of me in front of an audience, but I couldn’t stop it.
Carol asked me if I had anything else. I said all I saw was blonde hair and then blankets entered by head. This gentleman who is very olive skinned said his Aunt’s hair was blonde. The blankets? His partner said last night they were tossing on and off blankets all night..
Make of it what you will, I am still confused and second guess myself… but to have 8 ‘items’ for want of better terminology…can that be a coincidence?
Till next week
Believe it or not.






In touch with the other side

Tonight a girlfriend picked me up to accompany her to what I shall simply call ‘The Circle’. What is this you ask? I shall now inform you. I am breaking my Blog Etiquette with the length of this post so forgive me.

The Circle is a group of people who are able to contact or are in the process of seeing whether they are able to contact ‘the other side’. For those who think this is a load of cods, you have permission to stop reading.

This subject/gift has always fascinated me, I have never delved into this area at all, but curiosity got the better of me, so I tagged along to see what would transpire.

There were 10 of us, the head Medium (for want of a better title) is Carol. She has been a practicing Medium for over 20 years. I have watched TV shows of Sally Morgan (English) and John Edwards (American) and others, on and off over the years and I was intrigued (am intrigued) by how all of this actually works.  As we know some Mediums or Psychics do not seem genuine, how much is real, how much is prompted, how much indeed is baloney?

We sat on chairs in a circle, we were not allowed to cross our legs for we were encouraging our spirit guides to join us, we listened to calming music and meditated for what seemed 5 minutes, may possibly have been 3, I am not sure, all I know is that I can meditate fairly easily and I was very relaxed. Carol encouraged our Guides to join us, to come into our aura.

Now I’m not on any medication or hadn’t been choofing the happy stuff, so this is what happened to me.

I was so wanting to hear a voice in my head, or to see something. Sadly I heard no voices. The contact from the spirit side does not come when you are meditating, you can in fact have contact 1 or 2 or possibly more hours afterwards for that to occur.

What I did experience and thought really nothing of it, was, whilst I was meditating I saw in my 3rd eye (yes we all have them) a brilliant lilac circle, at times a crimson like flower or petals emanated from it, but it kept returning to this purple circle no matter how hard I tried NOT to see it.

When we opened our eyes, individuals were called to stand up one at a time if they ‘had anything’. I had nothing 😦 though I did see an old man in a three-piece tweed suit. I thought nothing of it, for I was wondering if I ‘wanted’ to see something and therefore was making it up in my head, yep good night to bring out an old man into the group.

My girlfriend who has attended 8 of these meetings so far, stood, collected her thoughts and started talking about seeing a quilt, and an older lady, a grandmother figure. She much to her dismay hasn’t had verbal communication as yet only visual, since attending these circles. There was also the letter N (for a name) and a month of significance mentioned. If the link (the party that feels that this resonates with) knows this belongs to them, they will then say “I will accept this”. The person doing the reading then centres what she sees or hears the energy towards them.

Carol asked my girlfriend to hone in a little deeper. My girlfriend said she saw leather work. The lady who ‘accepted’ was with her partner a man who also can connect with the spirit side. ‘He makes leather vests’. My girlfriend and the others did not know this.  There were others who had connections and those that accepted and knew that what was being said related to them. I was ‘gobsmacked’ There were no questions asked of those who had the connection, there was no prompting or getting the link to feed them information, as you see with some TV shows.

After the gathering had finished, I said to Carol that all I saw were colours, she said that Guides do not often have a physical appearance but colours see and that I had indeed a Guardian with me.

I then mentioned about seeing an old man in a 3 piece tweed suit, but thought I want to picture something, anything, let me have some wonderful gift or power! Who can I picture I know a man in a 3 piece suit. Apparently the image I saw was in fact ‘a sighting’, she was glad that I told her about him, as you can’t take the ‘sighting’ or spirit home with you without releasing it i.e: saying out loud what you saw.

Have I been convinced that this can really happen? That it isn’t put on,  I cannot see how it could be.  I found it totally fascinating and I shall go next week to see what happens… I shall let you know the results, this could be a fascinating journey I am embarking on.

If you made it to the end – Thanks for reading 🙂  and as Ripley says…believe it or not.